Hello readers...is it odd to feel so normal after a twisted year? Or how about, a twisted day?
Earlier today, June 30th, 2011, we put our wonderful, 3 year old German Shepherd down...her name was Kairi, and she was the most epic dog on the planet. She was so sweet...so adorable...hilarious... *sigh* I'm going to miss her. We were not expecting to put her down today, or at all, but the vet told us she had bone cancer, when we thought it was something much less deadly...she was so young. Mom was going absolutely nuts with crying...even David needed a tissue. I stayed with mom when they gave her the shot and the vet told us "she's gone". Should I have a problem with the fact I didn't cry? That I feel more grateful that we had her at all, instead of sad that she's gone? I don't feel sad, I'm not questioning or yelling at God, I feel...fine. Why is that, readers?
On a happier note, I got my driver's license. I can now drive by myself...so if you see my car, run. I might be driving somewhere later today. It's a bit scary, having that responsibility, but also kind of nice. The test was...well, it was a snap. Besides the parking bit, which wasn't so much difficult as it was tricky. NOTE TO FUTURE DRIVERS: You need to learn a 3 point turn for the test, at least where I went.
I wrote a song, while in the shower a few nights ago. Yeah, I'm so amazing. >.> I've only had to make a few changes to the lyrics, and thus far I really like it. It's about making my own choices, even if people don't approve. Applicable to moi, no?
My Damon/Alaric fanfiction is coming along nicely. I have yet to get to any actual shmexy parts yet, but I'll get there. I'm trying to make Damon rather confused, which I think he would be in that situation, and probably going to make him a bit sappy later. For now though, he's trying to keep his cool.
Yesterday I had awesome Skype chats with Kathlene (one of the sweetest, most understanding friends ever), and Alex (who loves manga and anime, and plays Magic: the Gathering). They were simply fun to talk to, I had forgotten what it was like to have fun skyping without actually role-playing, it was refreshing.
Anyway, I feel...not normal, because I feel normal. My parents got divorced, we now live in two places, my mom has a new, nice but somewhat know-it-all boyfriend, my dad is still rather distant despite being OK with me being gay, our dog just died...and I feel fine...
Because I have amazing friends, I got my license, I wrote a good song, I have hot guys to watch on TV, I know that I can write even if I don't make a career out of it, I can be strong and confident for my family, and I have a God who loves me. And that sounded...inspirational, if I do say so myself.
Thank you readers, love you!
Inner Dragon...or maybe, just Andrew is good enough. : )
Thursday, June 30, 2011
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Happy mood!
Greetings reader people!
Cool weather...I adore thee! I spent a while lying outside earlier listening to music (all from Glee...I'm a Gleek!) and enjoying the overcast, cool weather. We're two hours north of Phoenix, so we're more like 80 degrees than 90-95. ^.^
Glee...Vampire Diaries...even though I'm not even WATCHING them right now, (their seasons both ended) I still want to talk about how awesome they are!! I've been reading (and writing, I'm neglecting my poor book v.v) Vampire Diaries fanfiction. Damon/Alaric...I will make this a reality, even if it's only in my mind. Pretending powers, activate!
Sooo, my mom has a boyfriend. <.< Has for a while. >.> Shhhh, don't tell anyone...but seriously, any of my friends who read this, don't tell anyone. Anyway, the three of us (mom, me, and my brother David) were having a debate with him this evening (about evolution vs. creation)...and he's smart. Like really, really smart. But, in my honest opinion...we rather creamed him. <_< Is it wrong to feel so satisfied? I could say it was glorifying God, but it was more for my own pride, (speaking of which, "thank you prayer" pause) so I shouldn't gloat. I will admit, while I do have my problems with him, he's a good guy, and he loves my mom very much.
Niel Patrick Harris...if he didn't already have them, I would want to have his adopted babies! But he has a long term partner, and they have twin adopted babies, which is awesome. If anyone hasn't see Dr. Horrible, you must type it into Youtube and watch it!! He isn't horrible, he's adorable! (see the rhyme? Huh? Huuuh?) He's the type of villain you want to give a hug to and say "don't worry, you'll rule the world someday!". Plus Nathan Fillian (idk the spelling, he's from Firefly) is in it too, and is a sexy jerk. Darn his muscles, otherwise I'd have a real problem with him...
I should give more people my blog. Or try to advertise it more. I'm just afraid some parents of my friends would find about it (and moi and moi's...specialness) and get upset. Though there's really nothing inappropriate in my blog...I don't even swear. >.> If you can, readers, perhaps pass along my blog if you can. I would blog more often if I thought more people read it, I think. I hope. If not, I'm sure my friends would make me. <.<
Is it weird that I'm 19 and earlier was pretending to beat up a fictional jerk (Captain Hammer, watch Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog to find out) with earthbending outside in the dark of night earlier? Don't answer that. I need to get more out there in the world, which means getting my license and moving my lazy butt to try and do more. Any advice my readers can give would be helpful...unless it's really bad advice, in which case I will most likely not listen to it.
Hmm. Long blog. By the way, I made a comment on Youtube (on Lady Gaga's "Judas" video) that got 103 thumbs up! It's by "lordmonday" or "lordmonday1" if you want to look for it. >_> And, since I think he deserves mention, you should read the blog of one of the guys I'm following. Mr. Happy. He's another gay Christian, and he's AWESOME!!! Seriously, a huge inspiration to me, he's fantastic.
Love ya guys! ^.^...whoever you are! ^.^
Andrew
Cool weather...I adore thee! I spent a while lying outside earlier listening to music (all from Glee...I'm a Gleek!) and enjoying the overcast, cool weather. We're two hours north of Phoenix, so we're more like 80 degrees than 90-95. ^.^
Glee...Vampire Diaries...even though I'm not even WATCHING them right now, (their seasons both ended) I still want to talk about how awesome they are!! I've been reading (and writing, I'm neglecting my poor book v.v) Vampire Diaries fanfiction. Damon/Alaric...I will make this a reality, even if it's only in my mind. Pretending powers, activate!
Sooo, my mom has a boyfriend. <.< Has for a while. >.> Shhhh, don't tell anyone...but seriously, any of my friends who read this, don't tell anyone. Anyway, the three of us (mom, me, and my brother David) were having a debate with him this evening (about evolution vs. creation)...and he's smart. Like really, really smart. But, in my honest opinion...we rather creamed him. <_< Is it wrong to feel so satisfied? I could say it was glorifying God, but it was more for my own pride, (speaking of which, "thank you prayer" pause) so I shouldn't gloat. I will admit, while I do have my problems with him, he's a good guy, and he loves my mom very much.
Niel Patrick Harris...if he didn't already have them, I would want to have his adopted babies! But he has a long term partner, and they have twin adopted babies, which is awesome. If anyone hasn't see Dr. Horrible, you must type it into Youtube and watch it!! He isn't horrible, he's adorable! (see the rhyme? Huh? Huuuh?) He's the type of villain you want to give a hug to and say "don't worry, you'll rule the world someday!". Plus Nathan Fillian (idk the spelling, he's from Firefly) is in it too, and is a sexy jerk. Darn his muscles, otherwise I'd have a real problem with him...
I should give more people my blog. Or try to advertise it more. I'm just afraid some parents of my friends would find about it (and moi and moi's...specialness) and get upset. Though there's really nothing inappropriate in my blog...I don't even swear. >.> If you can, readers, perhaps pass along my blog if you can. I would blog more often if I thought more people read it, I think. I hope. If not, I'm sure my friends would make me. <.<
Is it weird that I'm 19 and earlier was pretending to beat up a fictional jerk (Captain Hammer, watch Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog to find out) with earthbending outside in the dark of night earlier? Don't answer that. I need to get more out there in the world, which means getting my license and moving my lazy butt to try and do more. Any advice my readers can give would be helpful...unless it's really bad advice, in which case I will most likely not listen to it.
Hmm. Long blog. By the way, I made a comment on Youtube (on Lady Gaga's "Judas" video) that got 103 thumbs up! It's by "lordmonday" or "lordmonday1" if you want to look for it. >_> And, since I think he deserves mention, you should read the blog of one of the guys I'm following. Mr. Happy. He's another gay Christian, and he's AWESOME!!! Seriously, a huge inspiration to me, he's fantastic.
Love ya guys! ^.^...whoever you are! ^.^
Andrew
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)