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This will just be a blog about me. About my life, my issues, as much as I feel like telling. I'm going to try to be honest with this blog, and not hold anything back. If you don't like what you hear, you don't have to stay, I don't want to offend anyone. This isn't going to be a depressing blog most of the time, but there will be times I'll have to vent. I hope you can enjoy this insight into me and my life.

Wednesday, May 11, 2016

Continued in the same week? Whaaat??!!

I know, right? What did you do to deserve TWO blog posts so close together?! You guys are pretty special, I tell you what.

So, I also have pink eye now, in addition to a cold, but I got antibiotic eyedrops (which are apparently a thing) and should be non contagious within 24 hours. Which is good, because today's Wednesday and I graduate GCC on Friday.

Yeah. I'm graduating college. Who'da thunk it? I'm gonna miss all the cute guys on campus, including a couple of the professors. Yes, Professor Deiss, you're a very nerdy type of person, and I would go down on you until you forgot your name. He was so nice and helpful, and every class of his was entertaining, very rarely any boring parts or assignments. He does his job well, and if I remember correctly I think he's married...sadly.

Kids, use ratemyprofessor.com, for the LOVE of GOD. It's so helpful, and has saved me from many horrible professors, and gotten me some of the best, including Mr. Sexy Nerd up there. ^

So baby was born, and my brother's girlfriend had...complications. She's fine now, but they had to remove her uterus, so she can never biologically have kids of her own again...it's a very sad thing to think about. I don't know what I would do myself in that situation, besides be a weird mix of sad and thankful. I haven't met the baby yet, and I've heard the two of them are fine, so I'm hoping that they'll be able to get through this OK. I'm slightly worried about my brother, but given what I've heard from others, I think he'll manage being a dad pretty well.

There's another guy I have a semi crush on, and he's not from work. He's in a band! But I'm not like a crazy fangirl or anything (although his music is awesome), I met him before I knew about his music. His name is Aaron, which is always the name I thought I'd change mine to some day if I kept on not liking Andrew. He and his band are still sort of new, but they have a pretty OK fan base as far as I know. But he's rather cute, and seems like a nice guy, if perhaps a little eccentric. Which is probably a good thing, since not enough people are. He also keeps himself in good shape...unlike with Dan, I've felt this for myself. >.>  Haven't done a whole lot with him yet, but I want to do more. We'll see if it happens.

I could talk about shows...not too hugely in the mood...part of me wants to maybe write some fanfiction here, just to have it down. Maybe I'll consider that.

Andrew






Sunday, May 8, 2016

Life on my own....but with others.

So, I'm sick with a fever and looking over weird porn videos, so maybe the combination prompted me wanting to blog? Somehow...?

Don't ask us, not its business.

I know it's been...a while, to say the least. It's freaking May. Of 2016. Things have changed a lot, mostly for the better I think, depending.

I feel the weird desire to put more spaces between my paragraph things. I don't know why. MaybeIshouldtrynospacesatall?

No.

Scratch that.

More spaces!!!

I'm sorry, I'm a tad loopy. So, attempting to start with what's most important, my brother and his girlfriend have their baby due today at some point. At least, I assume it will be "today", as it's after midnight...it's mother's day! Don't worry, I got her some wooden roses, and am loosely planning on getting her Hannibal: Season...something...the last one, whatever it is. She hasn't seen it, and I have, and adore the amazingly gay ending!

I just hit enter a lot to give myself more room. It's refreshing. A a a a a a h h h h!! Look at all this space! Speaking of more space: I moved out, and am living with my two best friends! But back to that later: The Babu. I'm going to be the freaking Gay Uncle. And I can't be at the hospital because I'm sick with a stupid fever. Possibly because I work at Walgreens where a lot of sick people go.

Oh, didn't I tell you? I work at Walgreens now. I thought I mentioned. Wow, I've gotten so used to my iPod just typing this much makes my hands sore. That's sad, and shows you how little writing I do...ever. Gay uncle...little brother gonna have a baby...well HE'S not having the baby, but still...life.

So, Walgreens. Great place to work for a while, but I'm in the process of trying to move on. I want to find a job I really like, not just one with good coworkers like this one and my last one at the diner have/had/Hadhod might be the name of a dwarf I made up in a video game once...LOTR game maybe? I've worked there since June of 2014...woooow that should not feel like that long ago. But it does. I like a lot of my coworkers, have thought many of them were/are cute, but a lot of people have come and gone since I've been there. I think they have a problem keeping people on because they just don't pay enough.

So, I know you're all waiting to hear about the cute guys. If I were reading, I would want to hear about them too. This is normally where I would put a winky face in all my Grindr chats, but I just can't. They look too silly. I just had to check I spelt Grindr correctly. >_<  OK, that smiley is OK. I'm rambling, I'm sorry. >_____<

So, there have been a few guys that have worked at Walgreens that I've liked for different reasons. Warning, this might get NSFW and Adult in a way that my blogs haven't before, but I've changed a bit since my last entries. Of course most of the guys I like HAVE to be my managers, because why not? Pat is the first one that comes to mine, very much a DILF (kids, be sure to look that one up!...no please don't, you'll get me grounded). Quite tan, in shape, probably 40s...and kind of chummy. Like...buddy, punch you in the arm in a well meaning kind of way, with a cocky, gum chewing smirk that just made me think he would absolutely piledrive someone in bed. His girlfriend is probably pretty lucky. He wears leather JACKETS, and drives a MOTORCYCLE, and uuuggghh, all the manangers have to wear vests while working. VESTS darn it!!

Yeah, I bolded that. You wanna go? Punk?

JJ is another hottie; tall (we're talking 6 feet 5 inches at least), handsome, playful, friendly...I think he's either black, or half black, with gorgeous skin and adorable hair. He has arm veins...those are a weakness of mine. If any of you exploit it...well...eh, I brought it on myself. I should probably be talking about my brother's baby...but she isn't born yet...we'll wait till she's here. >_>  So, JJ is always really playful and we go back and forth with witty or playful comments...he's sort of someone I could see being good relationship material, and I would also LOVE to see what he has under those clothes...like not just in his pants, just everywhere.

We had a couple other hotties, but Pat recently got a job elsewhere, and the others had issues. One was a musclebound body builder type with lips that looked like they were MADE for sucking...on a lolipop. But he was kind of an airhead, lazy, and I think he used his good looks to charm his way into hanging around the other managers without doing much actual work. The other felt borderline psycho, where some of my coworkers didn't feel safe around him. He was cute, and in great shape, but...I wouldn't envy anyone dating him.

And then, there's Dan...I just don't quite get it. Logically, I should probably be more inclined towards others. There's just something about him that I...like. He admittedly has amazing hair, which I want to touch, and beautiful eyes...I have a theory that I like guys with that Itachi eye crease thing going on. Or Castiel/Misha Collins (I don't know if I'll have time to get into Supernatural, but oh my Chuck, so good, and I ship Destiel so hard). But...I don't know...he reminds me a little bit of Eeyore, from Winnie the Pooh. He comes across a little quiet or depressed, but I don't think he is, I think that's just how it seems. I do find myself wanting to comfort him, or make him happy, or...something, but...I find myself never knowing what to say or do. I'm so much more comfortable treating everyone else a certain way, whether being physical or being goofy, but with him I'm just so much more reserved and careful because I sort of have a crush on him....

Feelings suck, kids. Don't ever catch them. Except sometimes. I saw him in a freaking t-shirt and jeans...those vests are sexy, but he's right, they add 10 pounds, which I couldn't even COMPLIMENT him about not having because I was too nervous!!

I'm so good with people until it's the ones I want to be with. And I'm such a slut these last couple years, you'd think I'd be getting better at being like "how YOU doin?". Yes, I watched Friends. ALL of it. So good, so good, I've gotta you...I'm tired. I shouldn't be blogging, buuuuut here I am!

So, I'm living with roommates now...speaking of Friends...and it's going pretty gosh darn well so far. I'm the Fifth Wheel, which I capitalized because I think it sounds like a good name for a band, but I don't mind.

...there's a little "complain to google" button in the lower right corner of my screen, and I'm dying to press it just to see what it is. But I will resist.

My roommates are two of my best friends (both girls, Alyssa and Alison) and their boyfriends. All our names start with A...we should have a giant A on the front of our house. Except Tony Stark would sue us for stealing the Avenger's whole shtick. The only real complaint I have so far is the state of the house and how dirty and cluttered it is. I shouldn't have to navigate the kitchen like a maze. But, my laziness wins out often over my cleanliness, so I sort of let it slide more than I should. They both have boyfriends now, though I find myself a bit jealous of BOTH parties because A. They have boyfriends. And B. My best friends have less time for me. But that's just inner selfishness talking, I'm really happy for both of them. Their boyfriends seem pretty cool, unlike my mother's boyfriend turned husband.

Dennis is a DICK!!

Underlined, bold, enlarged, and italicized. For emphasis.

I'm not sure how much I want to get into it, even here...but he's hurt my mom. Physically. Multiple times. And she still hasn't left him. He just got a job, and she says he's a lot better because of it, but I'm just desperately hoping that either it stays that was, or he leaves, or she kicks him out...he's just so lazy, cruel, obnoxious...I don't get it, at all.

There's more that's happened, but it's late, I'm sick, and should be sleeping. For now, I'll leave you with saying life had difficulties, but altogether it's been going well, and I'm pretty happy so far. Better job might help...oh! And GCC graduation is on the 13th!...Friday the 13th, who thought that was a good idea?

Andrew (if this is the last you hear of me, blame lame horror movie premonitions)








Sunday, February 10, 2013

Well...ahem...it's been a while. >.> About a year, if I'm correct. Last update was in...oh! May! We're fine, we're fine people! It hasn't been a year yet, no one panic, we can hold off on shutting the place down!

So...hi. <.< I'm in college now. >.> Yeah. <.< And it's pretty good so far. >.> Yeah. <.<

Don't kill me. >.>

So, I gave my two weeks notice in December, and I am no longer a dishwasher. If I may state so, I'm rather happy I'm not. It's not that I don't want to work. I do. But dishwasher is almost as low as you can possibly go on the job scale. I was loathe to leave all the people there though...they were fantastic, all of them. Well, most of them. <_< There were a few exceptions. >_>

But the waitresses...I loved them, they were so nice, and I loved making them laugh. Lacey, a blonde bundle of gorgeous sunshine, was pretty much inspirational. Molly was amazing, and had the best laugh. We would squee about hot guys all the time. ;P Elissa and I would gush about Vampire Diaries, always wondering what would happen next. Julia was just fun, not to mention sweet. Sabrina had sass, and there was an older waitress named Cristine that joined later, and she was really outspoken, but kind.

Some of the cooks were cute. I had a bit of a thing for this one guy who was old enough to be my dad, Joe. He was always really nice, and treated me with nothing but respect. He was also rather hot, which Lacey agreed with, so I'm not insane. Completely. Another cook, Alma, was just amazing. She was the dishwasher that trained me (she does both jobs), and her and Joe always made me food, sometimes without asking. She was generous and lovely. ^_^ Then there were the prep cooks...Tony and Neil. Tony was Elissa's boyfriend, so it was probably less than ideal that I got a sort of crush on him, but I was content to gaze (or gayze) from afar. When he'd sweep out the prep area he'd just wear a t-shirt, and I found him hotter than I thought I would have. He could be a bit of a jerk, and had some anger issues...I don't know why I found that so attractive. It was annoying. Neil was the type of guy who I'm sure has done drugs all his life, and probably been in a gang and done some bad stuff, but he was a really nice guy. He always called me "his little brony" He's the type of guy I could picture getting into a lot of trouble, but you can't help but get him out of it anyway because he just has that charming smile. Or at least, that's what I'd like to think. Plus, we share a profound bond: He once poked me in the butt with a broom handle.

Dishwashers...well, Chase quit and punched a hole in the wall after him and Lacey had a fight. >_> I liked the guy, I will admit, but I think he had some issues. He's now having a baby with another woman...I was not expecting that. John (or Jon, not sure) was the first black guy I had ever met, and became my new dish-washing partner. I liked him at first, but then he started to wear on me...he was a very fast worker, but that meant he didn't do some other things, and a lot of the dishes came back out dirty. I'm a bit of a perfectionist, so I was unhappy with that. His "nephew", Frank, on the other hand, was a pleasure to work with. He was a lot like me, except taller. He complained a lot, but he also worked pretty well and thoroughly, so I liked him. He had a couple issues, but otherwise seemed like a good worker and a good guy.

I hope you readers know I'm posting this because I want to remember at a later date, and stroll down memory lane with a Circle K drink in hand and a wiener dog on a leash.

Managers...the head manager, Greg, didn't allow us to play music, and we all were walking on eggshells around him. I had a feeling most people weren't fans of him, and I agreed. Ken was a bit more laid-back, but didn't let us be lazy either. He'd occasionally help us with side-work if we were behind, and I liked him. Heather...she was my favorite manager. I don't know if she reminded me of my mom, or if it was just her great work ethic, but I really liked her. She scared me a bit sometimes, but she didn't just yell at you if you were doing something wrong, she did something about it. She could cuss like a sailor, but had a very sweet voice to do it in. ;P Elena was both a manager and waitress. She was beautiful, and very nice about me being late if we had a busy night. She knew that if I wanted to do everything right I needed a bit of extra time, and I respected her a lot for that.

Altogether, my experience at the Diner was a positive one. The people they have working there are the best part of that place. They're polite and cheery, and very friendly. I'm going to try and go there more often, if I can.

Listening to "Better Dig Two" by The Band Perry for the first time...it's good. <.< Not sure if I'd ever be THAT obsessed with a guy, though I guess I can hope for that. ;P

So I'm in college no-..."Hall Of Fame" is on now, by the Script and will.i.am...OK, I'm going to end it here then. <.< I'm tired, and I think I'm done blogging for the night. >.>

Don't hate me!

Or if you do, throw pudding!

Roo-ster


Sunday, May 6, 2012

...ooooh, new blog format thing!

It's so shiny and new!...and unfamiliar....I feel like I'm going to click the wrong button and send out an earth shattering virus. ._.

Anyway, hiii! My grandpa's pretty much made a full recovery, and seems to be doing really well, which is awesome. We had pizza over at their house recently...I adore my grandparents. ^_^ And music. Music is awesome. Thank you Spotify. "Something To Believe In" by Parachute is on at present.

First...TVD...omg!! Spoilers, fair warning. ALARIC!! I LOVE YOU!! DON'T BE EVIL!! EVEN THOUGH YOU LOOK SO AWESOMELY BADASS WHEN YOU ARE!!!......OK, I'm good. But seriously! When he was saying goodbye to all of them...omg, heartbreaking. That scene where he sees all of them looking at him, knowing he's about to die, that he DOES have a family even if it's a super messed up one...and Damon and his goodbye scene, and how emotional they both were. I mean, he's had bonds with other people, but come on: Dalaric forever! Poor Elena...all of this...I know she has some issues, she does, but she's human. And I think they do a brilliant job of portraying that. So she has some relationship issues, get over it people! She deals with her loved one's deaths and constant danger on a daily basis! Romance is bound to be complicated!

Another new show! (I know, it's like all I talk about...oh well >.>) Supernatural! I'm like 5 or 6 seasons in. o.o I'm hooked. o.o In no small part to the hotness and obvious chemistry of the two brothers...yes, I'm a pervert. And yes, Wincest is SO cannon. They're just both so sexy and emotionally scarred and vulnerable, and all they really have is each other..."Speak Now" by Taylor Swift (you go girl!!) just came on! In a dress shaped like a pastry! ^.^

>_>

<_<

This should have been on of the first things said...but I has a job. <.< I'm a dishwasher at the Black Bear Diner!...what do you mean that's not impressive?! I'm a DISHWASHER!! BOW BEFORE MY AWESOMENESS!!!.......yeah, I know. v.v But I like the people I work with. Chase, the other dishwasher I work with, is really cool. He's a lot like Dennis in some ways, which is sorta creepy, but otherwise. And this waitress, Molly, I adore her. She's really cute and funny, and definitely my kinda personality. Were I a straight man, she would be near the top of my very short list. ;P There's some cute waiters there, including two twin towers of hunkiness called Trey and Jordan. Seriously, I can't help thinking of Emmett Cullen.

And then there's Will...I think I might have a crush, but we'll see. The chances of him leaning anywhere towards my direction are slim at best, so I don't want to really pursue anything if I can help it. He's...well, not what I expected my type to be. I thought Trey or Jordan, huge guys with sorta funny personalities, would be more my type. But Will's quieter, sorta slighter, and...well, really nice. I mean, he just talks to me, which by itself is awesome. And his eyes...gorgeous. I don't really know enough about him to have any serious feelings or anything, but he's the first guy I've ever even fantasized about in the romantic sense really. Hopefully, if he doesn't already know about me, he won't be weirded out by it. And who knows? Maybe he'll be interested. *shrug* I can dream.

"Stare of Something Good" by Daughtry just ended, now for "Stronger" by Kelly Clarkson!

So, all my Skyrim info got deleted. -.-......and I'm already back up to lvl 30. >.> I told you, obsessed. <.< And I'm being a baaad person this time, and having way too much fun stealing things. I'm a kitty person, which is cool. ;P

"Survive" by Rise Against! Classic favorite of moi's! Life for you's been less than kind, so take a number stand in line! We've all been sorry, we've all been hurt, but how we survive, is what makes us who we are!!

My life has had crap! And in this moment, I don't give a crap about the crap! I just want to slide on tree branches and slice through boulders and soar through the sky and just EXPLODE with what's inside! Thank you God for this awesome mood!!


Andrew!



Sunday, January 29, 2012

Life's Moving Along.

Most important note: My grandpa, my Dziadzia, had heart surgery recently. He had shortness of breath, and I think he had to have single bypass surgery. He's now recovering very well, but we were all worried there for a while. Even though I'd survive him passing, I know I'd be more sad than I'm currently anticipating. I think that's how grief works, it hits us hard even when we think we're ready for it. So, I'll be doing my best to prepare myself for when my grandparents eventually leave us, even if it doesn't do much. Right now, I'm just thankful he's doing alright.

On a much happier note, I FINISHED MY FREAKING BOOK!!! It is currently an impressive 315 pages. While I have stalled in the editing process, at least I'm done with the story itself. I'm actually happy with it, even though I'll be making quite a few changes eventually. I'm going to try to work on getting it published, if I can.

I am now addicted to a new show...Dr. Who. Yes, Ladies and Gentlemen, something else has somehow managed to beat both Glee and Vampire Diaries in the top spot for my favorite show. Or rather, what I think is the best show. I might still like TVD better. >.> Even though I know it's not in the same league as Dr. Who. And as for David Tennant...I don't think I've ever been so attracted to a 900 year-old alien since Yoda! Come to papa timey wimey guy!

I have also watched Torchwood, a spinoff of Dr. Who that I love. The main, very hot character is bi! And makes out with guys! Pretty frequently! *sigh* Captain Jack, couldn't you save me from an evil alien?...or better yet, a very hot alien that we then commence to have a threesome with! ^.^ Oh yes, this plan has potential...muahaha.

And yes, I still adore both Glee and TVD with a undiminished passion. Damon...Damon will always be Damon, and that should speak for itself. I adore Alaric in this too. And say what you will about Elena being too much like Bella, she's better than Mrs. Cullen any day of the week in my opinion. Sorry Eddie, Stefan's better than you too. Love you both though!...really!

I know I haven't blogged in a long time...sorry about that, but my life has been moving along just fine. I'm much more comfortable with driving, and took my GED, where I finished in the top 1%. >_> I got at least 98% with everything except Math, where I got like 86%. I'm currently job hunting, applying at a few different places. Wish me luck being part of the work force...and hope I don't burn any buildings down or cause an earthquake. >_>

Spotify is amazing...and so are friends. ^.^ I find it both funny, nice, and weird that I hang out with all the different groups of my friends. There are like....3, 4, or 5 different groups of friends I have, depending on how you group them up. They don't really like to hang out with each other, but I'm the one that hangs out with each of them. Sometimes I think that makes the others jealous...which is inconvenient. I love them all though, very much.

Magic the Gathering...very awesome game. Went to a thingy yesterday with my brother and a couple friends, where there was this big tournament going on. None of us played in it, of course, but we did buy cards and stuff while we were there, then went over to a nearby Wendy's to play with said cards. ^.^ There was this one guy in the tournament...he had one of those basketball jerseys on, so his arms were bare...couldn't help staring. He had big muscles, and short blonde hair. >.< Reminded my of Matt from TVD, and he was very cute. >.>

I hath been playing Skyrim!! I am now lvl 50 on it! Which scares some of my friends who have had it way longer than I have and are quite a bit lower than I am! I'm obsessed. >_< It's like World of Warcraft, but better, in my opinion. The graphics, the loots, the magic, the battles, the freaking DRAGONS....yeah, it's awesome.

Been skyping with some interesting people. I think they're all bi, one girl and like three guys. They've been nice, and one of them loves to RP battle! Thank you God! I adore battling in rps...for I am a dork, and that is what I do. >.>

I know I'm exceedingly far away from being the person I should be, and that I have to deal with bad things in my life, but I've been blessed a huge amount in general, and I seriously thank God for that. After everything I've gone through, and all the hardships I know I'm going to face, I still believe that there's a God above that loves me, and sent His Son to die for me. Because, in my humble opinion, life isn't worth living otherwise. I'm going to try to live best as I can, even though I'll mess up. Hopefully I won't do too badly. ;P

Thanks for listening, readers!...or for seeing! Whichever you did! Since my blog must be so popular it's available for audio books now.

Andrew


Thursday, June 30, 2011

In honor of Kairi.

Hello readers...is it odd to feel so normal after a twisted year? Or how about, a twisted day?

Earlier today, June 30th, 2011, we put our wonderful, 3 year old German Shepherd down...her name was Kairi, and she was the most epic dog on the planet. She was so sweet...so adorable...hilarious... *sigh* I'm going to miss her. We were not expecting to put her down today, or at all, but the vet told us she had bone cancer, when we thought it was something much less deadly...she was so young. Mom was going absolutely nuts with crying...even David needed a tissue. I stayed with mom when they gave her the shot and the vet told us "she's gone". Should I have a problem with the fact I didn't cry? That I feel more grateful that we had her at all, instead of sad that she's gone? I don't feel sad, I'm not questioning or yelling at God, I feel...fine. Why is that, readers?

On a happier note, I got my driver's license. I can now drive by myself...so if you see my car, run. I might be driving somewhere later today. It's a bit scary, having that responsibility, but also kind of nice. The test was...well, it was a snap. Besides the parking bit, which wasn't so much difficult as it was tricky. NOTE TO FUTURE DRIVERS: You need to learn a 3 point turn for the test, at least where I went.

I wrote a song, while in the shower a few nights ago. Yeah, I'm so amazing. >.> I've only had to make a few changes to the lyrics, and thus far I really like it. It's about making my own choices, even if people don't approve. Applicable to moi, no?

My Damon/Alaric fanfiction is coming along nicely. I have yet to get to any actual shmexy parts yet, but I'll get there. I'm trying to make Damon rather confused, which I think he would be in that situation, and probably going to make him a bit sappy later. For now though, he's trying to keep his cool.

Yesterday I had awesome Skype chats with Kathlene (one of the sweetest, most understanding friends ever), and Alex (who loves manga and anime, and plays Magic: the Gathering). They were simply fun to talk to, I had forgotten what it was like to have fun skyping without actually role-playing, it was refreshing.

Anyway, I feel...not normal, because I feel normal. My parents got divorced, we now live in two places, my mom has a new, nice but somewhat know-it-all boyfriend, my dad is still rather distant despite being OK with me being gay, our dog just died...and I feel fine...

Because I have amazing friends, I got my license, I wrote a good song, I have hot guys to watch on TV, I know that I can write even if I don't make a career out of it, I can be strong and confident for my family, and I have a God who loves me. And that sounded...inspirational, if I do say so myself.

Thank you readers, love you!

Inner Dragon...or maybe, just Andrew is good enough. : )

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Happy mood!

Greetings reader people!

Cool weather...I adore thee! I spent a while lying outside earlier listening to music (all from Glee...I'm a Gleek!) and enjoying the overcast, cool weather. We're two hours north of Phoenix, so we're more like 80 degrees than 90-95. ^.^

Glee...Vampire Diaries...even though I'm not even WATCHING them right now, (their seasons both ended) I still want to talk about how awesome they are!! I've been reading (and writing, I'm neglecting my poor book v.v) Vampire Diaries fanfiction. Damon/Alaric...I will make this a reality, even if it's only in my mind. Pretending powers, activate!

Sooo, my mom has a boyfriend. <.< Has for a while. >.> Shhhh, don't tell anyone...but seriously, any of my friends who read this, don't tell anyone. Anyway, the three of us (mom, me, and my brother David) were having a debate with him this evening (about evolution vs. creation)...and he's smart. Like really, really smart. But, in my honest opinion...we rather creamed him. <_< Is it wrong to feel so satisfied? I could say it was glorifying God, but it was more for my own pride, (speaking of which, "thank you prayer" pause) so I shouldn't gloat. I will admit, while I do have my problems with him, he's a good guy, and he loves my mom very much.

Niel Patrick Harris...if he didn't already have them, I would want to have his adopted babies! But he has a long term partner, and they have twin adopted babies, which is awesome. If anyone hasn't see Dr. Horrible, you must type it into Youtube and watch it!! He isn't horrible, he's adorable! (see the rhyme? Huh? Huuuh?) He's the type of villain you want to give a hug to and say "don't worry, you'll rule the world someday!". Plus Nathan Fillian (idk the spelling, he's from Firefly) is in it too, and is a sexy jerk. Darn his muscles, otherwise I'd have a real problem with him...

I should give more people my blog. Or try to advertise it more. I'm just afraid some parents of my friends would find about it (and moi and moi's...specialness) and get upset. Though there's really nothing inappropriate in my blog...I don't even swear. >.> If you can, readers, perhaps pass along my blog if you can. I would blog more often if I thought more people read it, I think. I hope. If not, I'm sure my friends would make me. <.<

Is it weird that I'm 19 and earlier was pretending to beat up a fictional jerk (Captain Hammer, watch Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog to find out) with earthbending outside in the dark of night earlier? Don't answer that. I need to get more out there in the world, which means getting my license and moving my lazy butt to try and do more. Any advice my readers can give would be helpful...unless it's really bad advice, in which case I will most likely not listen to it.

Hmm. Long blog. By the way, I made a comment on Youtube (on Lady Gaga's "Judas" video) that got 103 thumbs up! It's by "lordmonday" or "lordmonday1" if you want to look for it. >_> And, since I think he deserves mention, you should read the blog of one of the guys I'm following. Mr. Happy. He's another gay Christian, and he's AWESOME!!! Seriously, a huge inspiration to me, he's fantastic. 

Love ya guys! ^.^...whoever you are! ^.^

Andrew